I want to share a spirit dream I had this morning just before waking.
In the dream I was in the backseat of a car. I felt the sensation of a person beside me. I could not see the face, only the hair color, sandy blond, course texture and lots of waves, very thick. I immediately knew it was Will.
I buried my face into his hair and hugged him tight. I could feel the hair texture on my face and his hair smelled just like Will’s hair. Such a familiar smell!
Then he said in an pleading, almost tearful voice, “Mom, I am so sorry. I am so sorry. I hate that I put you through this.” He seemed to be genuinely concerned that he had hurt me. I soothed him by rubbing his hair and told him, “It’s okay. I know you didn’t mean to hurt anyone. We will be okay.” In the dream, I truly meant it.
I awoke immediately and the feeling I had was it had a spirit dream feel to it. I could remember every detail. The smell and feel of his hair was vivid. The sound of the voice, the apology, and my soothing him was implanted in my brain.
The qualities of a spirit dream are you generally wake up immediately, the dream is so vivid in detail, and there is a feeling of comfort and peace.
I have been hearing his voice in my head all day.
I just wanted to share in the event you don’t think you have ever had a dream about your loved one and you aren’t sure what it’s like.
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